PARLA COME MAGNI

Green Box

2010-05-31T07:19:00.000-07:00

Today is the first day of sixth semester, two to go and I'll get my degree. There's supposed to be a mowning class but the lecture still goin on a conference in Bali then the class's been canceled so I decided to clean up my room. Since there will be a garage sale and I'm going to drop some stuffs there so I started wif the closet. Then move to the desk, and cupboard. Then I found something there. Green box that reminds me of the past.

Yes, that's my green box. I started to open the box and realized that each item there is very impressive. At the very bottom, I found the postcard. The first overseas card of mine that delivered by mail. Postcard pictured of tulips, flowers typical dutch. Furthermore, some letters with encouragement and consolation. The letters were also sent by post, complete with stamps. The others are sweater, mini lamp, little-yet-sweet teddy bear, windmill toys, photos, and several notes. I spent about two hours wif this box, and eventually I found small brown card. The last card sent by the sender. The card was written a very short message, one sentence message. The card said, Never thought it will be this hard to get over you, sorry for not replying your message.

Well it was the end. Actually it is not the end that I am expected. Whoever you are, wherever you are, just take care of yourself. You are one of the best ppl I ever met and you deserve happiness. Thank you, sorry for the differences that can not be united.

Ethical Issues

2010-04-05T07:22:00.001-07:00

I have started to study Business Ethics two weeks ago. It takes three of twenty sks of this fifth semester. In the introducing part I've learned an important part that would be a based of business. In short, Even though business is all about profit but we must consider the humanity. Without Ethics there wont be a successful business. It kind of a package, Business + Ethics = Success.

Then, in the last session we were going to understand more about this quite-interesting-course. At the end of class, I sum up that Ethics is always be Grey. Even there are a lot of theories about ethics, especially in business sector, but nothing can guarantee that all of those theories will be said the same thing. One theory may said it is ethical, but the others will say unethical. We can not determine whether it is Black or White, it always be Grey. Nothing bad about Grey as long as we can stay in the right way. The point is, as a human, we should always do good things.

I think this course is not yet quite interesting, but hmmm super interesting :)
Have a good night ppl

Hello

2010-01-21T06:31:00.000-08:00

Well, I miss this blog so much like I miss the old friend in a different contingent. The last post is a day before my birthday and since that there were lot of things happened in entire life, up and down like Roller Coaster. It's already 2010, year behind was a tough one. Seems like the half of the story in that year was gloomy, full of sadness, uncertainty, and tears. Really tough and hard to forget! But now, I'm going to change it all. 2010 means new hope, new spirit, and better life. Have a good day everyone.

Good bye Eight-teen

2009-07-18T07:36:00.000-07:00

Well it is 2.5 hours to my birthday, but I am not excited to entrance it haha. Sitting in front of my Portege, letting the television on without watching it, posting new blog, browsing the latest news, studying financial accounting for a view hours, going to fri's house, spending time with fri andre and bimo, hitting the (trafic) road.. hmmm it's quite nice haha.

Happy Birthday, Lauditta Larissa
Wish you all the (very) best things

2009-06-27T21:32:00.000-07:00

MESCOLARE INCONTRO

THE FUSION SHOW

Love is (not ) You

2009-06-25T08:22:00.000-07:00

If I am talk less, it does not mean that I am agree with you. If I am motionless, it does not mean that you can treat me whatever you want.
I love you but I am not that dumb!

2009-05-31T06:04:00.000-07:00

salahkah, aku terlalu cinta
berharap semua kan kembali

kau buang aku, tinggalkan diriku
kau hancurkan aku seakan ku tak pernah ada
aku kan bertahan meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya, walau perih.. walau perih

dirimu tak pernah menyadari
semua yang telah kau miliki

perih, vierra

Stunt Man

2009-05-31T04:44:00.000-07:00

Okay, dari judulnya ketawan lah ya apa yang bakal gw omongin. Untuk postingan kali ini gw bakal ngomong dengan super duper santai haha. Stunt man, menurut dunia perfilm-an artinya adalah pemain pengganti. Yaa ga mungkin kan seorang Jessica Alba, yang notabene semua bagian tubuhnya diasuransikan, beradegan ekstream di film Fantastic4. Nah disini lah peran seorang stunt man (stunt woman??!) diperlukan, yaitu untuk menggantikan peran dari si main actor/actress. Hmm, pertanyaan pertama gw; Berarti stunt man = second person, ya gak?
Menjadi stunt man emang ga buruk, kadang-kadang lo malah bisa ngerasa hebat banget karena bisa ngelakuin adegan-adegan ajaib yang (mungkin) ga semua orang bisa ngelakuinnya. Tapi menjadi second person in a real life, how does it feel? It hurts, really hurts! Kadang dianggep, tapi lebih sering dilupakan. Kalo kata temen gw ibaratnya itu cuma sebagai pengganti kekosongan, ironis memang hahaa. Disinilah logika dan perasaan seling berkecamuk dasyat. Menurut logika, lo pasti ga mau kan cuman dijadiin pengisi kekosongan?! Tapi kadang-kadang perasaan juga ga bisa dibohongin, hmm ini lah bagian tersulitnya memang. Stunt man juga manusia, mereka juga pengen jadi main actor or actress. Sama hal nya seperti second person, mereka juga pasti mau untuk menjadi yang pertama. Menjadi yang segala-gala nya. Pertanyaan kedua gw; Apakah mungkin seorang stunt man menjadi main actor? Jawabannya sangat mungkin. Nah sama aja kaya second person, seorang second person (mungkin) saja bisa menjadi the first lady but it must be really hard. Adanya second person itu sendiri adalah sebuah kesalahan, kesalahan besar dan gw yakin semua orang ga mungkin mau ada di posisi itu. Nah sekarang tinggal gimana caranya kita menyikapinya. Being a second person is a choice, you can and can not be it. Need thousand times to think and decide. Follow your heart, use your logic, and listen to your pals's comments.

A Piece of Story

2009-05-29T07:40:00.000-07:00

Finally I'm home, what a great time! Eventhough I don't have enough time to meet my mom and dad but I am so glad. At least I had a full day time with mom and tomorrow I'm going to have a lunch with my dad :)

2009-05-17T18:55:00.000-07:00

Rock The Universe by lauditta larissa featuring FOSSIL Watches

Morning Post

2009-05-16T18:46:00.000-07:00

Love is always patient and kind, it's never jealous
Love is never boastful or conceited, it's never rude or selfish
it does not take offense and resentful

2009-05-16T18:16:00.000-07:00

What is a friend?
It's a single soul dwelling in two bodies -Aristotle

Untuk Kamu, Sahabat

2009-04-26T04:18:00.001-07:00

Sebatang coklat tidak cukup untuk seseorang yang selalu membawa keceriaan
Sebatang coklat tidak cukup untuk seseorang yang selalu menjadi inspirasi

Sebatang coklat tidak cukup untuk sepasang kuping yang setia mendengar segala keluh-kesah
Sebatang coklat tidak cukup untuk sepasang mata yang selalu mengawasi
Sebatang coklat tidak cukup untuk sebuah bibir yang selalu dapat memberikan nasihat

Sebatang coklat tidak cukup untuk seorang sahabat seperti kamu..
Sebatang coklat lainnya akan selalu ada untuk kamu yang selalu berbaik hati
Untuk seseorang bernama Fakhri Rasyidi

See You Next Time

2009-04-21T05:30:00.000-07:00

People come and go. Each of them bring their own story. Some of them put beautiful memories, while the rest just ask you to be his shelter. Shelter means the place to hang on for a second and take a rest before go through another thousand miles.
Now the decision is on your hand, you have to decide neither you want to stand at your place nor take a walk and move on.
If it is to hard to say good bye, you better say see you next time.
Hopefully in the future he will be the right man in the right time. And one thing left; you do not have to forget him, you just should to believe that it is your destiny :)

Best Regards,
LaudittaLarissa

Answer, please

2009-03-30T10:14:00.000-07:00

I just have one simple question for all of you
what is the definition of mature?
I'm sure it is not just a word which consist of six words m-a-t-u-r-e. Please help me to get the answer, thanks

*&^%$#@!$&

2009-03-27T08:50:00.000-07:00

Jangan terlalu percaya sama tukang parkir walaupun keberadaannya kadang selalu dicari dan dibutuhkan. Mereka bilang terus-teruss.. rada ke kiri, sedikit ke kanan dan blaa bla bla. Mereka kadang terlalu mengatur lo. Tp kalo nabrak apa mereka perduli? Ga akan!

2009-03-16T07:05:00.000-07:00

weew it's been a long time since my last post. Actually I'm not that busy, just had a syndrom called SuperMagerrr haha. Cheers

Personality Test

2009-03-02T08:38:00.000-08:00

I took a personality quiz on internet and i found these sentences after answer the whole question. Try your own www.quizbox.com/personality

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Sunday and Morning

2009-02-25T16:03:00.000-08:00

I will pronounce you that I love Sunday Morning
SUNDAY + MORNING what a great collaboration!
Basically, I really like Sunday. Sunday means a day to take a rest from those fucking things in weekdays. Sunday means family day. But since I move to Bandung and live far far away from my nuclear family, Sunday means a day to decorate my room, lay on in a bad with green bed cover, do some Dvd marathon, cook a meal for breakfast, and take a walk with folks or cousins.
Morning = Beautiful. I cant describe more because I really adore it.

February, 22 2009
I had a lovely breakfast in Parlour PVJ with one of the best people in my entire life, Mitsalina Safwah Sihite. It was sunday morning! (It more corroborate me to love sunday morning) We had a great time at that day. We had delicious soury pancakes and shared some stories. But one thing left on that day. We missed our two best girls, Gerha Jayamala and Menik Andhina Putri. Since we had a lot of task, we never hang out or sleep over again. I hope next time we can do this sweet things, for four!

2009-02-19T15:55:00.000-08:00

I do something unusual today; wake up early in the morning. And ooohh it is soo nice, great! I take a bottle of mineral water, then walk to balcony. Take a deep breath, look at the orange sky and have a sit. Then my heart and mind ask my fingers to open this lovely portege and search for a song. Make It Simple by Ballads of Cliche is the right choice for this morning. Those things is very very relieving, try it. Do something different in each day and you'll feel alive.
GOOD MORNING FOLKS

SUKA-SUKA

2009-02-14T08:41:00.000-08:00

SUKA. (suka titik)
SUKA, (suka koma)
SUKA? (suka tanda tanya)
SUKA! (suka tanda seru)

Tau bedanya? Awalnya saya merasa tidak perduli. Yaa pokoknya judul besarnya suka! Itu yang saya tangkap tetapi setelah mendengar pendapat Nara, membaca blog Gerha, dan membahasnya bersama Dian serta Diko akhirnya saya mengerti kalau semua ini ada bedanya. Dan ternyata cukup penting juga untuk memahaminya

SUKA.
YA HANYA SEBATAS SUKA. TANPA PENGHARAPAN LEBIH, POKONYA SUKA AJA
Contoh: Gw suka Adam Brody

SUKA,
SUKA DENGAN SEGALA BENTUK PENGHARAPAN, WALAUPUN TIDAK PERNAH MAU MENGAKUINYA
Suka yang lama kelamaan membuat nagih. Kadang membuat kita bertindak bodoh, dan sering pula membuat kita tersenyum

SUKA?
PERASAAN YANG (SEBENERNYA) BELUM JELAS KEBERADAANNYA
Suka yang sering kali terbawa suasana. Sangat membingungkan lah. Dibilang Iya tapi tidak juga, dibilang tidak-pun sebenarnya iya

SUKA!
APAPUN YANG TERJADI, TETAP SAJA SUKA
Bodo amat apa kata orang, gw tetep suka! Bodo amat orang lain bilang ga mungkin, gw tetep optimis! Itu kalimat yang paling tepat untuk mendeskripsikannya

Okay that's all i know
SATURDAY 14/02/09

Kangen

2009-02-11T03:51:00.000-08:00

Kubuka album biru penuh debu dan usang
Kupandangi semua gambar diri kecil bersih belum ternoda
Pikirku pun melayang dahulu penuh kasih
Teringat semua cerita orang tentang riwayatku
Kata mereka diriku selalu dimanja
Kata mereka diriku selalu ditimang
Ooo bunda ada dan tiada dirimu-kan selalu ada di dalam hatiku
-Bunda by Melly Goeslaw-

Kelas Business Communication hari ini sungguh mengharukan. Bukan karena pelajarannya, jujur saya sedikit mengantuk selama pelajaran ini, tp karena lagu yang diperdengarkan oleh Pak Harry di akhir kelas. Yup lagu itu adalah lagu Bunda. Entah mengapa lagu itu selalu berhasil membuat saya meneteskan air mata, dan benar saja tadi-pun saya sempat berlinang air mata. Saya kangen ibu, sangaaat kangen ibu

THE GREEN PEGASUS

2009-02-07T17:45:00.000-08:00

find your own color at doubutsu-uranai.com
YOU ARE GREEN PEGASUS!

who tends to give an impression of being proud and difficult person to get to know,
But you can be really friendly and affectionate to those people you trust.

You are quick minded and can act audaciously.
You are a person who would follow ideals with passion.
You possess sensitivity and flashes.
You can make calm calculation and come up with objective theory.
You are also tactful negotiator.
You can be rather strong headed, but really, you are naturally a good person and natured.
You can flirt to attract men to you.
You are woman of both brains and beauty.
You enjoy the process of creating things.
You will concentrate hard and will put great effort while tackling it, but once finished you can easily lose interest.
You hand over your accomplishments to others, and then start creating new one again Although you can be argumentative, you dislike complicated matters. Therefore you tend to dispose a matter easily.
You dislike ordinary things, and will end up doing things that surprise people.
You will not turn out an ordinary housewife.
You should stay working in an environment where you can enjoy your freedom.
Your down-to-earth type of character attracts lots of men.
But because you have high ideals, you tend to lose the opportunity, and get passed the marriage age.

Two Big Days in A Week

2009-02-07T00:11:00.000-08:00

02 Februari 2009

Hari pertama masuk kuliah di semester 2, menyenangkan! Lebih menyenangkan lg karena tutor A ga dipecah, yeeeeyy. Tapi bukan SBM namanya kalo ga sibuk, di hari pertama udh dapet tugas Business Communication. Akhirnya gw memutuskan membuat tgs brg2 Dian Gerha Tika Hadi Achdi Bimo Evan.

03 Februari 2009

Kuliah jam pertama dicancel, jadilah masuk kuliah jam 11. Wah jarang2 kuliah sesiang ini. Tapi hari ini jadi Selasa Kelabu! Ternyata kelas dirubah, ada beberapa orang diswift ke kelas lain. Dan yang meninggalkan tutorial A tersayang ada 6 orang, Diko Evan Ano Oji Encang. Sedih sekali pisah kelas sama mereka, apalagi sm diko dan evan yang emang deket sama gw. Aneh banget waktu di kelas ga ada mereka. Ga ada yang sok2 cari perhatian ke dosen kaya diko dan ga ada yang narsis sok ganteng kaya evan, waaah sedih sekali lah! Kelas jadi lebih sepi. Akhirnya kita sepakat ngadain farewell di rmh Wedhi kelar kuliah. Hmm ya nonton dvd bareng, main kembang api dan cerita2 masa kejayaan tutor A. Sumpah itu sedih banget, kita nangis bareng2. Emang sih kedengerannya lebay banget, kan cuma pisah kelas doang tp ya segitu deketnya kita keluarga tutorial A. Tapi cukuplah kita bersedih2an nya dan selamat datang untuk Andre Marshall Ergy Aji Luthfi, selamat bergabung dengan keluarga besar tutor A. Buat diko evan: i love both of you guys :)

BFF

2009-01-31T19:15:00.000-08:00

26 Januari 2009, Lippo Karawaci
My Best Partners in Crime

2009-01-23T00:56:00.001-08:00

Fri thanks banget video nya, It's soo relieving

2009-01-22T06:19:00.000-08:00

From: Lauditta Larissa
To: (Alm) Ibnu Fajar ; Tony Prima Witono ; Muhammad Haikal ; Reza Kamarullah ; Hyperion ; Partner in Crime ; Tutorial 1A dan Keluarga Besar SBM ITB 2011 ; Kanayakan 16/158B Kamar 8
Subject: Hay Kalian Semuaa
Message:
HAY KALIAN SEMUA, SAYA KANGEN KALIAN. KANGEN DENGAN LELUCON DAN KELAKAR-KELAKAR RINGAN YANG BISA MEMBUAT SAYA TERTAWA TERBAHAK-BAHAK. KANGEN BANDUNG JUGA!

2009-01-20T05:00:00.000-08:00

RUTE HARI INI
JAKARTA-BANDUNG-JAKARTA-BOGOR-DEPOK
3 KOTA DALAM 1 HARI, WEEEWWWW

A Cup of Gelato

2009-01-17T01:59:00.000-08:00

It is 09.05 AM. There is a soft voice that urges me to go. Yes I have to go; I have to follow that voice. I take a shower immediately, change my clothes, and turn on my car. Cell phone, check! Wallet, check! Ipod, check! White Portege, check! And now I am ready to go. I drive my car without destiny, ten minutes later I have decided where to go.

…Then I walk and eat some pistachio gelato which Italians consider perfectly reasonable thing to be eating at 09.30 AM. And I frankly could not agree with them anymore.

Doing the unpredictable thing is awesome. Just follow your heart and everything can be adorable! Every single moment can make your life so juicy, more that you expected before. Please try it, I guarantee you that it will be fun!

Beautiful Surprise

2009-01-16T08:02:00.000-08:00

Jumat, 2009 Januari 16
Untuk teman saya yang sedang bersedih

ya kawan, sesuai judul postingan kali ini, saya mendedikasikannya kepada teman saya, lauditta larissa yang sedang bersedih.terkadang, manusia harus memikul beban yang begitu berat, beban yang bahkan tak dapat ditanggungnya sendiri, pada saat seperti itu, pastilah kita merasa kesal, gundah, gelisah, dan berbagai macam emosi lainnya yang dicampur menjadi satu rasa : SEDIH, ya, merasa sedih itu bukanlah sesuatu yang tidak diperbolehkan, itu hal yang manusiawi. Semua manusia pun pasti pernah mengalami rasa itu. tetapi, ada satu hal yang harus kita sadari, jika kita terlarut dalam kesedihan, itu hanya akan menambah beban bagi kita, dan tidak akan menyelesaikan masalah.lalu apa yang harus kita lakukan? pertama-tama, cobalah untuk tersenyum, sepahit apa pun sesuatu menimpa kita, jangan sampai senyum terhapus dari wajah kita. tersenyumlah, karena sesungguhnya senyum itu adalah anugerah terindah yang Tuhan berikan pada manusia. jangan sampai kesedihan mengalahkan tekad kita untuk tetap tersenyum. bagaimana caranya agar kita dapat tersenyum? kemauan, ya kemauan lah yang dapat membuat kita untuk tersenyum.cheer up cha, tidak bagus jika terus bersedih karena dunia dengan segala harapannya sudah menunggumu di luar sana.

Diposkan oleh achmad munahadi di 22:06

link to achmadmunahadi.blogspot.com

BBM OH BBM

2009-01-16T05:49:00.000-08:00

Dibalik semua kesedihan dan kekecewaan yang saya alami belakangan ini, ada sebuah kabar menggembirakan.

HARGA BBM TURUUN! YEEEYYYYYYYY, SENANGNYA HATIKUUUU

Selama libur di Jakarta memang alokasi dana (baca: uang jajan) lebih banyak dihabiskan untuk membeli bensin, mengingat mobilitas saya di Jakarta lebih tinggi dibandingkan di Bandung. Dengan diturunkannya harga bensin menjadi Rp 4500,00/liter, ada dua kemungkinan yang akan terjadi, yaitu:

1. Pengeluaran Dana Transportasi relatif berkurang apabila jumlah pembelian bensin tidak berubah. Nah berarti alokasi dana untuk bensin-pun lebih sedikit dan Anggaran Belanja Negara (baca: anggaran belanja pribadi) dapat ditingkatkan.

2. Dengan jumlah uang yang sama saya bisa mendapatkan bensin yang lebih banyak. Dengan begitu saya dapat lebih sering berinteraksi dengan kemacetan kota Jakarta. Saya berkesempatan untuk lebih sering berpergian seorang diri menikmati kota Jakarta-Depok-BSD-Bogor dengan segala keindahannya. Dan yang terpenting saya dapat mempunyai lebih banyak waktu untuk memperhatikan kehidupan sekitar dan berusaha lebih peka terhadap semua itu (Ini hal berharga yang baru saja saya dapatkan dari seorang teman, Achmad Munahadi, thaanks ya di)

2009-01-15T06:32:00.000-08:00

HYPER-SENSITIVE MODE ON!

My Sadness

2009-01-15T05:34:00.000-08:00

Again and again, i feel alone. I tried to give my best to you. When you are sad, I always try to be the first person that can give you a medicine. I always try to cheering you up eventhough I can't meet you personaly because of my business. Why you seems so faar away? Is it hard to reply a message? Just a message, my friend. Maybe it is not important for you, sorry if i disturb your time. Maybe I am not that special for you. To be honest, i need you and i really miss you. And you are still one of my best even you seems different to me now.

2009-01-13T06:28:00.000-08:00

TOLONG JANGAN BUAT SAYA IRI
I AM NOT LUCKY AS YOU, THANKS!

REGARDS, LAUDITTA LARISSA

2009-01-13T05:44:00.000-08:00

Give me more lovin then I've ever had

Make it all better when I'm feelin sad

Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Barerly getting mad

I'm so glad I found you, I love bein around you

You make it easy, as easy as 1 2 ( 1 2 3 4 )

Theres only one thing to do three words for you, I love you

Theres only one way to say those three words and that's what i'll do, I love you

Give me more lovin from the very start

Place me back together when i fall apart

Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

- 1234 by Plain White T's -

Israel vs Palestina

2009-01-12T05:35:00.000-08:00

Pagi ini saya bangun lebih pagi dari biasanya. Kalau waktu kecil ada lagu yang berbunyi Bangun tidur kuterus mandi, tidak lupa menggosok gigi itu tidak berlaku untuk saya. Sehabis bangun tidur saya mengambil segelas air putih dan langsung duduk manis menonton tv. Entah mengapa hati saya tergerak untuk menonton berita dan seperti yang sudah saya duga berita yang ditayangkan adalah Israel vs Palestina.

Sudah 15 hari perang antara Israel dan Palestina berlangsung. Sampai saat ini lebih dari 800 orang tewas di Jalur Gaza, dan kurang lebih 300 diantaranya adalah anak-anak. Saya tidak mengerti lagi bagaimana cara mendeskripsikan Israel. Saat ini yang saya tahu adalah Israel itu Monster yang sangat jahat! Bukankah semua orang diberi pilihan dalam hidupnya? Lalu mengapa Israel tidak membiarkan anak-anak itu mengalami susah dan seru-nya membuat pilihan di kehidupan mereka yang akan datang?! Ya memang simpel jawabannya : mereka (anak-anak kecil itu) ditakdirkan meninggal pada usia dini, tapi tetap saja menurut saya tindakan Israel sangat keji. Tidak jarang anak-anak ini dikurung dalam satu rumah bersama ibu mereka lalu tentara Israel menembaki mereka secara membabi-buta. Tidak sedikit pula anak-anak yang melihat ibu mereka tewas di depan mata mereka karena ditembaki oleh tentara Israel. Memang monster ini sangat jahat! Menurut saya anak-anak kecil tersebut tidak bersalah apa-apa, seharusnya mereka tidak dilibatkan dalam peperangan ini. Mereka tidak berdosa, mereka tidak tahu apa-apa. Mereka seharusnya dilindungi dan dijaga dengan sangat baik. Mereka adalah asset yang sangat berharga bagi bangsa dan negara-nya.

Saya sempat menitihkan air mata saat melihat beberapa foto yang dikirimkan seorang teman melalui email. Foto-foto tersebut sangat jelas menggambarkan betapa beratnya penderitaan yang dirasakan oleh warga Palestina. Beberapa foto mengambil objek anak-anak. Tergambar dengan jelas kepedihan mereka pada foto-foto tersebut. Ada seorang anak yang kaki kanan nya hilang karena terkena bom di Gaza. Saya adalah orang yang tidak bisa melihat foto ataupun film sadis, maka melihat kumpulan foto ini terasa amat sangat berat buat saya.

Sedih rasanya tidak bisa membantu mereka secara langsung. Hanya bisa berdoa, melakukan donasi, dan berdiam diri menonton perkembangan beritanya melalui tv. Tapi saya yakin apabila setiap orang bisa melakukan hal yang sama dengan saya, mungkin perang ini akan segera berakhir. Tuhan tidak pernah tidur, Dia pasti akan mengabulkan doa dari umatNya. Berdoa itu memang hal yang terlihat sangat gampang untuk dilakukan, tapi tanpa disadari hal sekecil ini akan membawa dampak yang besar. Ayo kawan-kawan kita berdoa untuk teman-teman kita di Palestina. “Tuhan, hentikanlah perang ini. Jangan biarkan Monster jahat ini merebut kebahagiaan teman-teman kami. Kirimkanlah pahlawan-pahlawah seperti Power Ranger, Superman, Batman, X-man, Fantastic Four, Astroboy, Wonderwoman, Catman, P-man, ataupun Gatot Kaca untuk menumpaskan Monster ini!“

commited to the peace movement

2009-01-09T07:18:00.000-08:00

I AM WORRYING MY GPA SCORE!
w i s h m e l u c k

My Second Day

2009-01-08T06:07:00.000-08:00

Thursday, Januari 8 2008

Wake up at 9 o'clock. Sampe Sydney jam tidur saya jadi berantakan. Berawal dari jetlag eh malah keterusan sampe hari kedua ini. Niat-nya hari ini saya mau bangun jam 06.00 pagi, mau lari di jogging track apartemen tp apa daya saat membuka mata matahari sudah menyambut.
Brunch with wheat bread and blueberry jam. Bangun tidur jam 09.00 lalu nonton tv, baca majalah, leha-leha, mandi, sarapan. Yaa kira-kira saya mulai sarapan jam 10.30 siang jadi lebih tepat disebut Brunch daripada Breakfast.
Bike to hospital with lovely brother. Seharusnya adik laki-laki saya, yang badannya jauh lebih besar dari saya itu, memboncengi saya naik sepeda tapi faktanya dia tidak bisa mengendarai sepeda jadi saya-lah yang harus memboncengi dia. Melelahkan tapi cukup menyenang kan.
Meet friends at Burger King. Waaa saya senang sekali bertemu teman lama ini. Namanya Natasha, dulu kita sempet kerja bareng di Jakarta. First impression: Ga berubah sama sekali, bawel! Still love her style.
Back to hospital. Oiya saya belum menjelaskan kenapa saya harus bolak-balik ke rumah sakit. Disini saya dalam misi persaudaraan. Saya dan adik bertugas menemani kakak sepupu kami, Chiefriko Hersyada, yang hendak menjalani operasi. Alhamdulillah operasinya berjalan dengan baik kemarin. Sedikit bosan menunggui orang sakit, untung saja ada teknologi bernama eBuddy jd bisa tetep chatting.
Dinner at Citybay, menu for today: Fish n' Chips. Kali ini makan malam bertiga. Saya, Tedo (adik saya) dan mas Ari (sepupu saya yg lain). Kami mengendarai sepeda kesana, tapi kali ini giliran mas Ari memboncengi adik saya.
Back to hospital (again). Ini-lah pekerjaan saya sehari-hari di Sydney, jadi maaf ya teman-teman kalo saya pulang tidak membawa buah tangan. Tapi tenang saja saya akan bawakan coklat seperti biasa haha. Kali ini saat nya bergosip. Melihat kondisi mas Chiko yang sudah membaik, kami (saya, Tedo, mas Chiko, mas Ari, dan mba Luna) memutuskan untuk bergosip! Inilah waktu yang saya tunggu-tunggu haha. Setiap bertemu mereka rasanya tidak lengkap apabila tidak ada sesi gosip (bisa dibilang juga sesi curhat). Saya bercerita tentang kejadian-kejadian yang berlangsung belakangan ini, begitu juga mereka.
Open Facebook. Setelah kembali ke apartemen saya mandi lalu membuka Facebook. Hal yang saya lakukan pertama adalah mengecek inbox, lalu voww woow ada message dari Tony Prima Witono. Senang sekali mendapat message itu. Mau tau isinya apa? Saya berikan sedikit cuplikannya di posting berjudul 'Compliment'.
Make new posting. Inilah hal terakhir yang saya lakukan, menulis blog. Setelah ini saya akan tidur karena sudah cukup mengantuk.

Compliment

2009-01-08T05:07:00.000-08:00

Here is a comment from one of my partner/best friend/big brother/ex boy friend (hehe) for the last posting :

" In fact, you are one of the strongest and the most brave person that i ever known, Lauditta Larissa. I am sure and i am really sure that there are soo many big desicion that you've made, even you don't really realize them. I am really admire you for that "

from Tony Prima Witono

January 7 at 4.51 am by message (facebook)

Replay from Lauditta Larissa :

Thank you so muchoo for the compliment. Hmm i won't hestitate because i have you, i will ask you to help me hehe :) Take a very good care, don't eat too much

Best regards

Making Decision

2009-01-05T09:26:00.000-08:00

I just finished my last work for today, packing! Honestly, packing is a work that i hate to do. I spent almost two and half hours to wrap my hand bag and baggage. I go for four days, so i just bring handbag and medium baggage. My baggage contains of two jeans, two shorts, plenty of t-shirts, pajamas, underwear, cardigan, beauty case, sunglasses, havainas slippers, and charger. I bet you are wondering why i took so long when wrapping my things, that a big question too for me. It must be an hour to wrap all of the things above, but i don't know why i took more than two hours. I was confused when choosing the colors of t-shirts, jeans, and slippers that i want to bring.

Why choosing seems difficult for me? Choosing is one of my fear, beside snake and darkness. It is hard for me to make a decision. I hate when they ask which film that we have to watch. I hate when they say 'should we go to sushi tei or sushi groove?' I hate them when they give me two or more options because i don't have a power to make a decision. Maybe i can't be a good leader, but i am not a followers. I can't make a desicion, but i can give an opinion. I prefer offer an opinion, so that they can choose which one is the best. My mom always complain with this bad habbit. She said i am super 'plin-plan'. It seems that i am lack of confidence, but i am not! I just don't have enough power. I realize that this is not good, it will bring bad impact for my entire life.

And in this year, i am going to make a change. I will try to embolden my self to make a desicion. Making desicion as an easy thing is one of my resolution in 2009. Wish me luck! By the way, if you have any tips to help me please write it down in my comment box. Thank you so much :)

Today ; Monday

2009-01-05T06:00:00.000-08:00

To do list for today

Going to JCo for a cup of thai tea (the best drink in the world! yummy)
Watching transporter 3 or yesman
Buying banana and chocolate fudge cupcakes
Going to titi murtolo, kemang
and.. PACKING! arghh

PARIS

2009-01-04T21:53:00.000-08:00

Holiday in PARIS Van Java with Andiko Prima, Bimo Baroto, Evan Husada Priya, Gerha Jayamala and Menik Andhina Putri :)

Happy New Year

2009-01-03T11:44:00.000-08:00

Waaw tidak terasa tahun sudah berganti, cepat sekali ya! Tahun lalu saya bertahun baru-an bersama tim basket tersayang di Lebak Bulus sambil ber-tele-ria dengan Tony Prima Witono yg ada di ujung dunia (baca: Belanda) itu. Bermain Uno sambil tertawa-tawa riang gembira dan makan-makan sampai gila. Masih mengejar impian untuk lulus dari SMA Negri 34 Jakarta dengan nilai yang memuaskan dan masih bingung untuk mencari tempat kuliah sampai akhirnya menetapkan hati untuk menuju SBM ITB.

Tahun ini saya bertahun baru-an bersama teman-teman kuliah. Yup, tahun ini saya sudah menjadi mahasiswa SBM ITB. Berarti satu dari segudang resolusi saya di tahun 2008 tercapai, Alhamdulillah. Menyenangkan sekali menghabiskan beberapa jam terakhir dai tahun 2008 bersama mereka. Tim tahun baru-an kali ini terdiri dari Gerha, Menik, Audry, Tasya, Achdi, Evan, dan Diko. Petualangan menuju tahun 2009 diawali dengan acara nonton bersama Bedtime Stories di Blitz Grand Indonesia. Adam Sandler sangat berhasil menghibur kami semua. Lelucon-lelucon kecil serta kelakar-kelakar ringan pun bermunculan setelah selasai menonton film tersebut. I recommend you to watch this movie! Lalu bergerak ke Paun, tempat gaul nya Gerha dan Audry semasa SMA. Roti dan pisang bakar menemani kami bercanda gurau disini. Setelah cukup bosan disini kami menuju The Lemos, tempat utama kami malam ini. Over all, malam itu sungguh menyenangkan. Walaupun saya baru mengenal mereka selama 4 bulan terakhir ini, tetapi saya merasa sangat nyaman berada bersama mereka. Mudah-mudahan ini menjadi awal yang baik untuk menjalani tahun 2009.

Galau = Big Disaster

2008-12-30T19:07:00.000-08:00

Beberapa menit yang lalu saya membaca posting dari teman gila tersayang, Achmad Munahadi, yang berjudul Obat Galauski. I found some good words in the last paragraph, and it says:

"kawan, memang boleh saja kita bersedih namun jangan sampai terpuruk di dalamnya. Bersyukurlah dengan apa yang kita dapatkan, buka mata selebar-lebarnya, masih banyak hal yang bisa kita kerjakan daripada terus berdiam dan sedih"

Vowww wwooow! When i read his posting, suddenly i feel calm. Hadi, you are my man! I ever felt that way too.
GALAU=Big Disaster, why? Because it ruins your entire life. It destroys you, it changes your mood in a second. How bad it is!

Yesterday, i spent a day with my friends. I really excited to meet them. First of all, i went to Senayan City to meet Gerha, my best friend. I miss her, I really do. Then we spent a time at Pizza Hut. Sharing some stories, laughing, Having two glasses of lemon tea, A plate of cakes, and a bowl of cream soup. It was nice. I though i will have a really great day. An hour later five of my friends, including Menyik -one of my best girls too-, come to our place. We have a short talks then move to Fresh n' Brew, Lamandau. We hang in that place for a second, just find drinks and french fries. Then we decided to go to Grand Indonesia. Again and again, we search for foods. We went to HokBen, time showed up 21:00 pm. Some of my friends eating while the others chatting, and making some jokes. We are lauging so loud (the best thing that we can do in the world, laugh!). Everthing goes fine until i found one picture in my friend's cellphone. Maybe it is an ordinary photo for the others, but it is not me. Okay, let say that i am jealous! Suddenly that big disaster named Galau come into my head.

My mood gones bad, at that time i really want to go home. Two hours later, i decided to go home. Galau is the best word to explain my feeling. I went home by my self and bring the creature named Galau with me. When i turned on my car, Viva la Vida from Coldplay automatically playing. It was so nice to hear that song, suddenly i miss my class mate. Like Hadi, Viva la Vida such a medicine for me. Then i feel a lil bit calm. The next is Jason Mraz with Lucky and Dewi Lestari with Malaikat Juga Tahu. Those songs really help me to forget those things that make me Galau. I opened the window and made a karaoke time. Huffff it's realy fun! Those are the best medicine to solve my Galau feeling.

Everyone must find their own way to solve a big disaster named Galau. Hadi can forget his Galau by listening Angels and Airwaves, while i prefer to make a karaoke time in my car. Now, it's your turn to find your way, so that you don't have to be worry if those feeling come up. Don't let your self stuck in there. Good luck, buddy!

Wishlist

2008-12-17T03:13:00.000-08:00

@#!?&#$>#@#%!
Those signs means thousand words;
I need a space to be alone, i need a holiday, i need to go faar faar awaaay, i need a time to take care of my self, i need to refresh my mind, i need to think those problems, i need to make a decision, i need my beloved Altsi, I need to find a new book, i need to go to benton&times then spend a rest of the day there, i need a cup of plan SourSally with kiwi&strawberry, i need to go far far awaaay from this situation, i need my cousin -Chiefriko Hersyada, we'll meet soon boy-, i need my cozy room, i need a corndog, i need a plate of stamina roll, i need a looot of thingsssss.
There are just two steps then i can make those things happen, MBM and PA here i coommmeee.

FYI I (really) miss my family, homesick!

Lari dan Teriakan-lah

2008-12-11T17:09:00.000-08:00

Pagi ini hasrat saya menulis cukup besar. Bangun pagi (sebenernya siang karena saya bangun jam 9) lalu melihat sahabat saya yang jenaka tidur disebelah saya rasanya cukup menyenangkan untuk memulai hari ini. Setelah apa yang kami lakukan sehari kemarin, saya baru merasakan pentingnya menghargai diri sendiri. Kemarin kami benar-benar menghabiskan sisa hari bersama, melewatkan sore yang romantis dan malam yg indah. Jujur saja kemarin perasaan kami berdua memang sedang galau, kacau, apalah itu. Masalah yang sudah bertumpuk-tumpuk dan kesibukan jadwal kuliah membuat kami bosan.
Saling mendengarkan cerita dan tertawa memang obat paling ampuh. Setelah mendengarkan beribu-ribu cerita (berlebihan, haha) yang terlontar dari mulutnya; i just realize that a girl in front of me now, is a super-special person. Orang ini selalu ingin menyenangkan orang lain tanpa peduli dengan masalahnya sendiri. Hebat, sangat hebat! Dia selalu mementingkan kepentingan orang lain diatas kepentingan nya sendiri -Hal ini cukup berbeda dari saya yg sangat mengagung-agungkan kesenangan diri sendiri, mungkin terdengar egois tapi saya selalu berpendapat untuk membahagiakan orang lain kita harus bisa membahagiakan diri kita sendiri. Dengan begitu kita bisa ikhlas dan tulus untuk membantu orang lain-. Dia sangat handal dalam menyembunyikan perasaannya, sampai akhirnya segala itu memuncak. Maybe it's what people called turning point. A phase when you are tired with everything that happened in your life.
Saya sangat menyayangi sahabat saya ini. Rasanya sangat sedih mendengar keluh kesah yang selama ini dia pendam. Dia memendam semuanya sendiri. She always provide her ear and heart to listen other's problem, but he forgot to set aside a time for her self.
Dari pengalaman ini saya lebih mengerti lagi bahwa semua orang seharusnya memiliki waktu untuk memanjakan dirinya sendiri, lari dari rutinitas, dan melakukan hal yang sedikit 'nakal' hahaaa.

notes: sahaabaaaat jangan bersedih lagi ya, i love you.

Keep In Silence

2008-12-11T06:05:00.000-08:00

Sitting in front of my white portege, drinking nu green tea - yg biasa emg yg paling enak-, eating twister black-vanilla, listening to the music, laughing and making a confession, WHAT A GREAT TIME IN GLOOMY AFTERNOON! I usually spend that quality time, but something different today. I share my room with my best friend. We do those things in a serenity, and keep in silence..

Eight Magic Words

2008-12-11T00:56:00.000-08:00

This is my first blog. To be honest i am not a kind of girl that love to write. I can not write, at all! I can not make a bunch of beautiful words like other people do. I just want to spill my feeling out. For now, i am going to write my favorite quote. I read it in RectoVerso by Dewi Lestari. A simple sentence that gives a big spirit to me. After read it, i realize how beautiful life is! Everything has been planed well by God. As a human we just can wait the time when the answer of all question comes, let it flow and take it easy. And here is the quote

IF EVERYTHING HAS BEEN WRITTEN DOWN, WHY WORRY?
Just lay back, relax, and enjoy the ride